Yeah, none of that was at all in any way my intention, but I know it's totally my fault that it came out that way and at this point I have no idea how I could make it better that would in fact not just make it worse.
It's not really even a matter of me giving femslash "a chance" because I've never *not* given it a chance. To me it's another genre and my same standards of well-written, nicely characterised, emotionally real and resonate apply to it as well. And to m/m slash as well.
I screwed up, big time. I imagine I'm going to be feeling the depth of my screw-up for some time to come.
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on 2009-05-04 03:50 am (UTC)It's not really even a matter of me giving femslash "a chance" because I've never *not* given it a chance. To me it's another genre and my same standards of well-written, nicely characterised, emotionally real and resonate apply to it as well. And to m/m slash as well.
I screwed up, big time. I imagine I'm going to be feeling the depth of my screw-up for some time to come.