Writerly Ways
Apr. 12th, 2026 08:47 pmLet's workshop this a little.
I've been working on a couple of things, two long short stories trying to make them into novellas and I'll be getting edits back on the novel soonish that are going to require a fair amount of rewriting. One of the authors in my virtual meet up was told to delete X number of characters and really rework her story to have a better chance of being picked up. In all those cases it would need some substantial rewrites. My fellow author did it with little hesitation.
On the other hand I find myself struggling with any of them. My brain sees something as DONE and once it sees that, getting it to do anything major. Last week in
ushobwri
brumeier said something about their brain taking an outline as 'the story is done, no need to do more.' And I was like YES. This is why I don't like outlining.
But I can't use those long short stories as is. If I could get them to novella length, I could try to market them. I will have to add description and whatever to the 1980s novel and I'm already paralyzed thinking about it, mostly because it's already too long so what do I remove in order to do this? I have another finished novel that needs deep edits to be usable. I have nearly 20 years worth of nano novels sitting in folders because once I hit 50K the brain is like, that was the goal.
So how do YOU motivate yourself to finish something or rework it once your brain says 'this is done.' Maybe this doesn't happen to you. I rather hope it doesn't. But if it does, how do you handle it?
OPEN CALLS
Climbing High Female ambition, aspiration, and achievement explored through speculative storytelling
“Wish You Were Here” theme of vacations
The NoSleep Podcast
Ruadán Books. looking for books and novellas
The Dark Magazine
Bourbon Press magazine
A Midnight Kind of Place Is Open For Stories About Rats, Wasps and Spiders! Stories centered on rats, wasps, or spiders
Sley House Publications Patreon May 2026 Window Tales from the Midwest
Beyond the Red Line Redlining, segregation, and marginalized communities facing supernatural or speculative horrors
Quest Magazine #2 Power (arcane, technological, institutional, and personal forms of power)
Missed-Fits Something missing, out of place, or that does not fit
44 Themed Submission Calls and Contests for April 2026
From around the web
Anthropic Copyright Settlement: April Update
Scam attacks on Book Authors – now with AI
4 Ways Specificity Drives Your Story Forward
The Best Worldbuilding Tools for Authors in 2026
Do Writers Need to Read?
5 Paying Literary Magazines to Submit to in April 2026
Constraint as Creative Engine
Write Less to Write More: In Favor of Flash Narratives
From Betty
Five Ways to Include Dreams in Your Plot
Five Methods of Balancing Magic and Technology
Fifteen Heroic Turning Points for Satisfying Conflicts
Using Contradictions to Create Microtension – Part 6
Microtension in Fiction by Degrees
How to Create Compelling Hooks for Every Chapter
Things that Stop Us in Our Tracks: Are you your worst enemy?
Cause and Effect – Guest Post by Lindsey Hughes AKA The Pitchmaster
Is Fear Weakening Your Story? 5 Mistakes to Check
How to Use Dialogue Tags and Keep the Flow
Coping Mechanism Thesaurus Entry: Practicing Gratitude
How to Use a Semicolon Correctly: A Simple Guide for Writers (and Why It Still Matters)
Copyright Myths for Writers: What You Can (and Can’t) Legally Use Online in 2026
Internal Conflict vs. External Conflict: The Shift From Projection to Agency in Character Arc
here.
I've been working on a couple of things, two long short stories trying to make them into novellas and I'll be getting edits back on the novel soonish that are going to require a fair amount of rewriting. One of the authors in my virtual meet up was told to delete X number of characters and really rework her story to have a better chance of being picked up. In all those cases it would need some substantial rewrites. My fellow author did it with little hesitation.
On the other hand I find myself struggling with any of them. My brain sees something as DONE and once it sees that, getting it to do anything major. Last week in
But I can't use those long short stories as is. If I could get them to novella length, I could try to market them. I will have to add description and whatever to the 1980s novel and I'm already paralyzed thinking about it, mostly because it's already too long so what do I remove in order to do this? I have another finished novel that needs deep edits to be usable. I have nearly 20 years worth of nano novels sitting in folders because once I hit 50K the brain is like, that was the goal.
So how do YOU motivate yourself to finish something or rework it once your brain says 'this is done.' Maybe this doesn't happen to you. I rather hope it doesn't. But if it does, how do you handle it?
OPEN CALLS
Climbing High Female ambition, aspiration, and achievement explored through speculative storytelling
“Wish You Were Here” theme of vacations
The NoSleep Podcast
Ruadán Books. looking for books and novellas
The Dark Magazine
Bourbon Press magazine
A Midnight Kind of Place Is Open For Stories About Rats, Wasps and Spiders! Stories centered on rats, wasps, or spiders
Sley House Publications Patreon May 2026 Window Tales from the Midwest
Beyond the Red Line Redlining, segregation, and marginalized communities facing supernatural or speculative horrors
Quest Magazine #2 Power (arcane, technological, institutional, and personal forms of power)
Missed-Fits Something missing, out of place, or that does not fit
44 Themed Submission Calls and Contests for April 2026
From around the web
Anthropic Copyright Settlement: April Update
Scam attacks on Book Authors – now with AI
4 Ways Specificity Drives Your Story Forward
The Best Worldbuilding Tools for Authors in 2026
Do Writers Need to Read?
5 Paying Literary Magazines to Submit to in April 2026
Constraint as Creative Engine
Write Less to Write More: In Favor of Flash Narratives
From Betty
Five Ways to Include Dreams in Your Plot
Five Methods of Balancing Magic and Technology
Fifteen Heroic Turning Points for Satisfying Conflicts
Using Contradictions to Create Microtension – Part 6
Microtension in Fiction by Degrees
How to Create Compelling Hooks for Every Chapter
Things that Stop Us in Our Tracks: Are you your worst enemy?
Cause and Effect – Guest Post by Lindsey Hughes AKA The Pitchmaster
Is Fear Weakening Your Story? 5 Mistakes to Check
How to Use Dialogue Tags and Keep the Flow
Coping Mechanism Thesaurus Entry: Practicing Gratitude
How to Use a Semicolon Correctly: A Simple Guide for Writers (and Why It Still Matters)
Copyright Myths for Writers: What You Can (and Can’t) Legally Use Online in 2026
Internal Conflict vs. External Conflict: The Shift From Projection to Agency in Character Arc
here.
this is for Meowmensteen
Apr. 12th, 2026 02:49 pmSo then Mariners are doing this new thing with the copy-write notice - they are having different people recording it for playback during the game. Of course, Jay Buhner gets carried away reading it when he does it. Drama queen. They do not identify the voice - they just play it.
Yesterday Dave Valle was doing the play by play and they play Bruhner's version, at the end of it, with no spare beats, Valle says - almost under his breath - 'I feel like I need to buy a truck.'
Spit take for sure.
Two Tales PoD now available!
Apr. 12th, 2026 01:53 pmAt last...
My print-on-demand mini-collection of the two last Vorkosigan novellas is finally available through Ingram Spark and Amazon. I just got my copy from Amazon. I have one on order through Uncle Hugo's from Ingram Spark, but it's not in yet, so I don't have the two formats to compare. I'll update when I do.
“Winterfair Gifts” and “The Flowers of Vashnoi” have been collected in the Ingram Spark indie paper-only volume Two Tales, ISBN 979-8-218-73016-1.
Amazon ASIN : B0GVMHFCN3

Cover art again by Ron Miller. I wanted it to be in the same style as our indie e-collection even though it won't be an ebook, since both stories have long been available separately in ebook and audiobook formats already.
So all you paper-reading people who have been asking for a low-priced paper version of "The Flowers of Vashnoi" since forever, here you go.
The Ingram Spark version should be order-able through any bookstore that deals with the distributor Ingrams, and the Amazon version may be ordered through their website under "Books".
The Amazon page claims it as "large print", but the copy I received is definitely not that. Not sure yet what's going on there. It's quite readable, though.
Ta, L.
posted by Lois McMaster Bujold on April, 12
My print-on-demand mini-collection of the two last Vorkosigan novellas is finally available through Ingram Spark and Amazon. I just got my copy from Amazon. I have one on order through Uncle Hugo's from Ingram Spark, but it's not in yet, so I don't have the two formats to compare. I'll update when I do.
“Winterfair Gifts” and “The Flowers of Vashnoi” have been collected in the Ingram Spark indie paper-only volume Two Tales, ISBN 979-8-218-73016-1.
Amazon ASIN : B0GVMHFCN3

Cover art again by Ron Miller. I wanted it to be in the same style as our indie e-collection even though it won't be an ebook, since both stories have long been available separately in ebook and audiobook formats already.
So all you paper-reading people who have been asking for a low-priced paper version of "The Flowers of Vashnoi" since forever, here you go.
The Ingram Spark version should be order-able through any bookstore that deals with the distributor Ingrams, and the Amazon version may be ordered through their website under "Books".
The Amazon page claims it as "large print", but the copy I received is definitely not that. Not sure yet what's going on there. It's quite readable, though.
Ta, L.
posted by Lois McMaster Bujold on April, 12
When the game is over, I won't walk out the loser*
Apr. 12th, 2026 02:45 pmI feel like I've probably oversold this post as well-put-together meta when it is mostly a lot of bullet points with me going "WTF? WTF?," which I guess is basically the Dungeon Crawler Carl experience in a nutshell. Anyway! It's a month until Parade of Horribles comes out, so I figured I'd better post before the post was obsolete. *g*
This is mostly stuff that I've picked up on in reading/rereading and am wondering what will be resolved (and when, given that there's supposedly 3 more books, and ( spoiler ) I also wanted to do a little speculation about endings. Because despite people on reddit being very vocal about Dinniman being a horror writer and how it's not going to end happily and everyone will die, I don't believe that to be the case, necessarily, based on my reading of the books. (I mean, is it likely? Sure. Do I want that ending? Nope!)
The first, less salient, point in my favor is that the books open with Carl telling the story in a way that sounds like he's looking back on it, that he's been through it and lived to tell the tale. This is typical in novels written in first person past tense; however, ( spoilers )
The second, more important, point, to me, is the theme of the story that's being told – one of resistance and revolution, anti-capitalism and anti-imperialism – and having that be snuffed out in favor of late stage capitalism and status quo antebellum being restored is just...I don't see it (especially not now). I guess even if everyone dies, the changes Carl et al. have forced on the galaxy will linger, at least for a while, but I am not sure anymore that even Carl dies at the end (I would have said 98% yes he does, but I read some interesting meta on tumblr that made me wonder if he will in fact survive and why, rooted in his own past trauma to make it make sense).
I do think a lot of our favorites will die, probably horribly, but I also think Donut will make it out alive. I cannot imagine killing the cat at this point. It would be interesting and somewhat surprising to make Carl live in the new world too. (I am not just saying this because he's my blorbo, but that might be a major factor in it.) Though how – given his primal race – could be as something new and different (or its own horror, given the givens), which might as well be death in some ways? Metamorphosis, at least. Idk.
Anyway, I've wrestled with how to organize this – by character? by theme? – and decided to go with *drumroll* location! It seemed to make the most sense to me, anyway.
There's spoilers for all 7 books (I am not a member of the Patreon so I haven't read any excerpts from book 8 or the extra material from the print versions of the books) from here on out.
We'll start wide with ( the galaxy )
Which brings us to ( earth's surface )
And then, the most important location, ( the dungeon )
I'm sure there are things I've forgotten/missed/am making too much or too little of, but there is just so much going on that I needed to track it all somehow, and so here we are. If you've read the books, what do you think?
*I said this on tumblr, but I do hope someone makes a Carl vid to Springsteen's Trapped - it's definitely #1 on the Carl playlist I did not actually make but which lives in my head while I contemplate inchoate fic ideas I will never write.
***
This is mostly stuff that I've picked up on in reading/rereading and am wondering what will be resolved (and when, given that there's supposedly 3 more books, and ( spoiler ) I also wanted to do a little speculation about endings. Because despite people on reddit being very vocal about Dinniman being a horror writer and how it's not going to end happily and everyone will die, I don't believe that to be the case, necessarily, based on my reading of the books. (I mean, is it likely? Sure. Do I want that ending? Nope!)
The first, less salient, point in my favor is that the books open with Carl telling the story in a way that sounds like he's looking back on it, that he's been through it and lived to tell the tale. This is typical in novels written in first person past tense; however, ( spoilers )
The second, more important, point, to me, is the theme of the story that's being told – one of resistance and revolution, anti-capitalism and anti-imperialism – and having that be snuffed out in favor of late stage capitalism and status quo antebellum being restored is just...I don't see it (especially not now). I guess even if everyone dies, the changes Carl et al. have forced on the galaxy will linger, at least for a while, but I am not sure anymore that even Carl dies at the end (I would have said 98% yes he does, but I read some interesting meta on tumblr that made me wonder if he will in fact survive and why, rooted in his own past trauma to make it make sense).
I do think a lot of our favorites will die, probably horribly, but I also think Donut will make it out alive. I cannot imagine killing the cat at this point. It would be interesting and somewhat surprising to make Carl live in the new world too. (I am not just saying this because he's my blorbo, but that might be a major factor in it.) Though how – given his primal race – could be as something new and different (or its own horror, given the givens), which might as well be death in some ways? Metamorphosis, at least. Idk.
Anyway, I've wrestled with how to organize this – by character? by theme? – and decided to go with *drumroll* location! It seemed to make the most sense to me, anyway.
There's spoilers for all 7 books (I am not a member of the Patreon so I haven't read any excerpts from book 8 or the extra material from the print versions of the books) from here on out.
We'll start wide with ( the galaxy )
Which brings us to ( earth's surface )
And then, the most important location, ( the dungeon )
I'm sure there are things I've forgotten/missed/am making too much or too little of, but there is just so much going on that I needed to track it all somehow, and so here we are. If you've read the books, what do you think?
*I said this on tumblr, but I do hope someone makes a Carl vid to Springsteen's Trapped - it's definitely #1 on the Carl playlist I did not actually make but which lives in my head while I contemplate inchoate fic ideas I will never write.
***
Random stuff
Apr. 12th, 2026 09:47 amMy mp3's are all mixed together and I just dump a random group onto my player for swimming. It could be country, it could be Beatles, it could be The Big Bopper, it could be gospel or even a Sousa March. There is no order, whatever one is next, is next. It's a playlist with a neurological disorder.
In our family, we sang a lot. We took a lot of road trips and singing was required. Plus just around the house. Sometimes real songs and sometimes made up songs. A family favorite was What a Friend We Have in Mother. Well, maybe not the whole family but Mom loved it and burst it out often. Another one that I have no idea why or when we sang often and in jest was Love Lifted Me.
This morning, in the middle of my swim, just after a Bob Dylan song, I got Love Lifted Me.
It is very hard to swim and LOL at the same time.
The Mariners and Houston played horribly last night. Houston cannot pitch and the Mariners have no offense so it's pretty hilarious. BUT finally Houston ran out of time and the Mariners won in the bottom of the 9th. a walk off by my favorite player so I wasn't too made about having to stay up late.
Jim and Gayle - that's Jim Down the Hall and his girlfriend who lives on the other side of the Timber Ridge complex - got back last night from their very long road trip. Jim was born and raised within true spitting distance of where my brother lives now and that was a spot on their trip so they had lunch with my brother while they were there. I haven't seen either of them yet, I hope the whole trip was fun.
On down the hall a couple of more doors is Jan and Dick. They moved into Myna's apartment. They walk a mile every day. Last Thursday, on their walk, Jan tripped over a curb and seriously fractured her right arm. It's now stabilized until it can be surgically repaired. The soonest they can get in to see a surgeon is Thursday. Massive Ugh. And she's right handed. And they have a huge important trip to see family graduate on the east coast planned for the end of this month and she has been so looking forward to it.
At the end of the hall is Bonny who is getting a new hip on May 4. She has everything planned - help coming in and stuff - and I sure hope it goes easily.
All of the above was in case anyone wants to know what's new in my 'hood.
Today I will be glued to my knitting needles in front of the TV. First is Tia Watson's (YouTube) update on her house renovation, then CBS Sunday morning, then the Mariner game. BUSY day.
I tried the safety eyes on my mini monsters and Love them! But, then they didn't seem so monstery so I went with a smile instead of monster teeth. There will be more like this.

In our family, we sang a lot. We took a lot of road trips and singing was required. Plus just around the house. Sometimes real songs and sometimes made up songs. A family favorite was What a Friend We Have in Mother. Well, maybe not the whole family but Mom loved it and burst it out often. Another one that I have no idea why or when we sang often and in jest was Love Lifted Me.
This morning, in the middle of my swim, just after a Bob Dylan song, I got Love Lifted Me.
It is very hard to swim and LOL at the same time.
The Mariners and Houston played horribly last night. Houston cannot pitch and the Mariners have no offense so it's pretty hilarious. BUT finally Houston ran out of time and the Mariners won in the bottom of the 9th. a walk off by my favorite player so I wasn't too made about having to stay up late.
Jim and Gayle - that's Jim Down the Hall and his girlfriend who lives on the other side of the Timber Ridge complex - got back last night from their very long road trip. Jim was born and raised within true spitting distance of where my brother lives now and that was a spot on their trip so they had lunch with my brother while they were there. I haven't seen either of them yet, I hope the whole trip was fun.
On down the hall a couple of more doors is Jan and Dick. They moved into Myna's apartment. They walk a mile every day. Last Thursday, on their walk, Jan tripped over a curb and seriously fractured her right arm. It's now stabilized until it can be surgically repaired. The soonest they can get in to see a surgeon is Thursday. Massive Ugh. And she's right handed. And they have a huge important trip to see family graduate on the east coast planned for the end of this month and she has been so looking forward to it.
At the end of the hall is Bonny who is getting a new hip on May 4. She has everything planned - help coming in and stuff - and I sure hope it goes easily.
All of the above was in case anyone wants to know what's new in my 'hood.
Today I will be glued to my knitting needles in front of the TV. First is Tia Watson's (YouTube) update on her house renovation, then CBS Sunday morning, then the Mariner game. BUSY day.
I tried the safety eyes on my mini monsters and Love them! But, then they didn't seem so monstery so I went with a smile instead of monster teeth. There will be more like this.

(no subject)
Apr. 12th, 2026 12:51 pmI was thinking of going for a run before breakfast this morning, around 6:30 or 7 am (it's just barely light at 6:30 but at least not still dark), but when it came to the point I just couldn't make myself go out that early while it was still not much above freezing. So then I planned to go around 9, but at that time my son in law had gone out grocery shopping and I was the only adult in the house with Violet and Eden, so I couldn't go out then. Now it's after lunch and I'm thinking I'll go for a walk soon just to get out of the house; I've lost the urge to run at this point and I'm putting it off until tomorrow.
I pulled out the blanket blocks yesterday and managed to join four more; now that I'm familiar with the method it goes much more quickly than when I was doing the first seam.
I pulled out the blanket blocks yesterday and managed to join four more; now that I'm familiar with the method it goes much more quickly than when I was doing the first seam.
The Friday Five on a Sunday
Apr. 12th, 2026 05:26 pm- What was the last book you read (or are currently reading)?
Jan Morris’ Trieste and the meaning of nowhere, for what I feel are obvious reasons. It is a very romantic, forgiving view of the city. - What was the last movie you watched?
We caught a bit of the Minions movie dubbed into Italian last night. It was (perhaps unsurprisingly?) easy to follow in another language. - What television series are you currently watching?
Nothing at the moment. We finished a few things before the Easter holiday (new series of Death in Paradise, Small Prophets). - What are some of your favorite blogs or communities online?
I really only read DW and LJ these days. That's enough for me. - What social media do you belong to and check often?
I still have accounts on the usual platforms but I haven't checked any of them since January 2025 when I removed all the apps from my phone. I vaguely miss contact with a few people but it has generally been a good move. I spend more time communicating directly through messaging or email, or more diffusely but in greater depth here on DW & LJ.
For all Mankind 5.03
Apr. 12th, 2026 05:27 pmIn which there is added poignancy due to the sole good RL news these past ten days, i.e. the Artemis II moon mission, which I admit to following avidly.
( Are you ready? )
( Are you ready? )
the salt we'd suck off our fingers
Apr. 12th, 2026 11:05 amToday's poem:
July
Cristin O'Keefe Aptowicz
The figs we ate wrapped in bacon.
The gelato we consumed greedily:
coconut milk, clove, fresh pear.
How we'd dump hot espresso on it
just to watch it melt, licking our spoons
clean. The potatoes fried in duck fat,
the salt we'd suck off our fingers,
the eggs we'd watch get beaten
'til they were a dizzying bright yellow,
how their edges crisped in the pan.
The pink salt blossom of prosciutto
we pulled apart with our hands, melted
on our eager tongues. The green herbs
with goat cheese, the aged brie paired
with a small pot of strawberry jam,
the final sour cherry we kept politely
pushing onto each other's plate, saying,
No, you. But it's so good. No, it's yours.
How I finally put an end to it, plucked it
from the plate, and stuck it in my mouth.
How good it tasted: so sweet and so tart.
How good it felt: to want something and
pretend you don't, and to get it anyway.
***
I caught up on Abbott Elementary last night and ( spoilers )
***
July
Cristin O'Keefe Aptowicz
The figs we ate wrapped in bacon.
The gelato we consumed greedily:
coconut milk, clove, fresh pear.
How we'd dump hot espresso on it
just to watch it melt, licking our spoons
clean. The potatoes fried in duck fat,
the salt we'd suck off our fingers,
the eggs we'd watch get beaten
'til they were a dizzying bright yellow,
how their edges crisped in the pan.
The pink salt blossom of prosciutto
we pulled apart with our hands, melted
on our eager tongues. The green herbs
with goat cheese, the aged brie paired
with a small pot of strawberry jam,
the final sour cherry we kept politely
pushing onto each other's plate, saying,
No, you. But it's so good. No, it's yours.
How I finally put an end to it, plucked it
from the plate, and stuck it in my mouth.
How good it tasted: so sweet and so tart.
How good it felt: to want something and
pretend you don't, and to get it anyway.
***
I caught up on Abbott Elementary last night and ( spoilers )
***
WIP Challenge Check-in, Day 12 -- Sunday
Apr. 12th, 2026 09:02 amHello on Sunday! What kind of a writing day has it been so far today -- or if today hasn't gotten going yet, how did you fare yesterday?
- I thought about my fic once or twice
- I wrote
- I did some planning and/or outlining
- I did research and/or canon review
- I edited
- I've sent my fic off to my beta
- I posted today!
- I'm taking a break
- I did something else that I'll talk about in a comment
Sunday Discussion: It's a new writing week, and that means a fresh start. Maybe you had a great writing week last week, or maybe last week wasn't the greatest for getting writing things done -- what kind of goals do you have for keeping up your momentum or starting off fresh this week?
- I thought about my fic once or twice
- I wrote
- I did some planning and/or outlining
- I did research and/or canon review
- I edited
- I've sent my fic off to my beta
- I posted today!
- I'm taking a break
- I did something else that I'll talk about in a comment
Sunday Discussion: It's a new writing week, and that means a fresh start. Maybe you had a great writing week last week, or maybe last week wasn't the greatest for getting writing things done -- what kind of goals do you have for keeping up your momentum or starting off fresh this week?
Your ears and your eyes for the tears and the lies that I sing
Apr. 12th, 2026 02:15 pmI've just rushed in to gather the remainder of the laundry, as it suddenly began bucketing down rain. Amusingly, the neighbours on either side sprinted out to their own gardens at exactly the same moment to do exactly the same thing, and we all gave each other rueful smiles. It's that time of year.
I was recovering from a fairly mild cold this weekend (the worst of it was on Wednesday and Thursday, so by Saturday I was just at the stage of sniffling a bit, and having constant nosebleeds), so things have been relatively quiet, even by my standards: no pool, no gym, very limited activities. I did go to Waterbeach with Matthias yesterday, to sit for a few hours in the taproom of the brewery that only opens up one Saturday a month (where we listened to the couple next to us plan their wedding, with much arguing over seating plans and whether or not to have a traditional fruit cake, but general agreement as to the — seemingly bottomless — quantities of alcohol they were going to serve their guests), and eat handmade pizza from the food truck next door.
Otherwise, the only eventful stuff this weekend has been gardening: readying a few containers with compost in order to transfer the mixed lettuce, dill, and spring onion seedlings out of the growhouse some time later in the week, and planting the next batch of growhouse seedlings (rocket, radishes, corn, zucchini, butternut pumpkin, garlic kale, red spring onions, giant cabbages, and peppermint chard). I'm feeling quite smug that we managed to get all this done this morning, before the rain began.
I think I've only finished two books this week — probably not helped by the fact that I spent Thursday in bed dozing — but both were relatively satisfying.
The first was The Rider of the White Horse, continuing my Rosemary Sutcliffe reading with a big shift from her Romano-British trilogy to the time of the English Civil War, and from her resolutely male protagonists and worlds to a female protagonist: the wife of an aristocrat from the north of England fighting for the Parliamentary cause who follows him across the various battlefields as their fortunes wax and wane. As with other Sutcliffe books, it has a very strong sense of place, as well as a strongly crafted depiction of life with an early modern army on the move: the muddy plains of battle, the besieged cities, with their populations' fate resting on the choices and consequences happening outside their walls, but here also with an additional focus of what this world might have been like for its women. The other feature that I've come to recognise as a Sutcliffe staple — the sense of the catastrophic ending of a particular kind of world, and the disorienting horror felt by people as old familiar certainties are cast aside, unmooring them from former expectations and reference points — is also present and correct. The central relationship — between the protagonist and her husband — is an interesting authorial choice, in that it is an aristocratic arranged marriage which opens with one spouse (the wife) loving the other while knowing that this love is not returned, and over the course of the book, and all the pair experience together and separately, their feelings shift and change until their love for each other is mutual, and more mature, being based, at this point, on a deeper understanding of each other as people. In general, I found the whole book very solid, although it didn't resonate quite as strongly with current global politics as some of her previous fiction that I've read.
I followed this with Mythica, in which classicist Emily Hauser uses the women of and adjacent to Homeric epics as a jumping off point to explore the lives of women in the historical record, and in the material culture of west Asia and the eastern Mediterranean, with digressions into reception studies, and many millennia of literary criticism, historiography, and the shifting western literary canon (as well as some contemporary female character-centric Iliad and Iliad-adjacent retellings).
It's a good thing that although Hauser's name seemed vaguely familiar to me, I had forgotten that this was because she had written a Briseis-centric Iliad retelling that I absolutely detested, because if I'd remembered that detail, I would never have picked up Mythica. (In a very comical moment, she mentions her own retelling as one among many supposedly feminist recent takes on Homer's epic that restore interiority and agency to its women: you and I remember your novel very differently, Emily Hauser.) I'm not enough of a classicist or an archaelogist to know how solid her pulling together of the various threads was, but I felt that as a picture of a specific region in a specific moment in time, shedding light on its non-elite residents (women, enslaved people, ordinary artisans and traders) it did a pretty good job, although Hauser had a frustrating tendency towards certainty where I felt she could stand to be more equivocal when it came to the evidence available. When it came more to the literary and intellectual history of the many millennia of human engagement with Homeric epic, I found the book to be more superficial (is it really news to anyone that for most of recorded 'western' history, the male intellectual and political elite were either silent or misogynistic about the women of the Iliad and the Odyssey?), but possibly this is a reflection both of the type of fiction I tend to read for pleasure (I have a 'briseis fanblog' tag for a reason) and my academic background. Ultimately, I felt that the 'women of the Iliad and the Odyssey' framing of the book was a convenient structure and marketing gimmick for what in reality was an interesting and accessibly told survey of the history and material culture of the lives of ordinary people of the eastern Mediterranean (she does a particularly good job at emphasising the extent that the sea operated as a road, and how outwardly oriented everyone's lives were) that might otherwise have struggled to find a publishing foothold.
In the half-hour or so that it's taken for me to write this post, the rain has, of course, stopped, and my laundry — now laid out on every available surface of the house — is looking at me in a somewhat accusatory manner!
I was recovering from a fairly mild cold this weekend (the worst of it was on Wednesday and Thursday, so by Saturday I was just at the stage of sniffling a bit, and having constant nosebleeds), so things have been relatively quiet, even by my standards: no pool, no gym, very limited activities. I did go to Waterbeach with Matthias yesterday, to sit for a few hours in the taproom of the brewery that only opens up one Saturday a month (where we listened to the couple next to us plan their wedding, with much arguing over seating plans and whether or not to have a traditional fruit cake, but general agreement as to the — seemingly bottomless — quantities of alcohol they were going to serve their guests), and eat handmade pizza from the food truck next door.
Otherwise, the only eventful stuff this weekend has been gardening: readying a few containers with compost in order to transfer the mixed lettuce, dill, and spring onion seedlings out of the growhouse some time later in the week, and planting the next batch of growhouse seedlings (rocket, radishes, corn, zucchini, butternut pumpkin, garlic kale, red spring onions, giant cabbages, and peppermint chard). I'm feeling quite smug that we managed to get all this done this morning, before the rain began.
I think I've only finished two books this week — probably not helped by the fact that I spent Thursday in bed dozing — but both were relatively satisfying.
The first was The Rider of the White Horse, continuing my Rosemary Sutcliffe reading with a big shift from her Romano-British trilogy to the time of the English Civil War, and from her resolutely male protagonists and worlds to a female protagonist: the wife of an aristocrat from the north of England fighting for the Parliamentary cause who follows him across the various battlefields as their fortunes wax and wane. As with other Sutcliffe books, it has a very strong sense of place, as well as a strongly crafted depiction of life with an early modern army on the move: the muddy plains of battle, the besieged cities, with their populations' fate resting on the choices and consequences happening outside their walls, but here also with an additional focus of what this world might have been like for its women. The other feature that I've come to recognise as a Sutcliffe staple — the sense of the catastrophic ending of a particular kind of world, and the disorienting horror felt by people as old familiar certainties are cast aside, unmooring them from former expectations and reference points — is also present and correct. The central relationship — between the protagonist and her husband — is an interesting authorial choice, in that it is an aristocratic arranged marriage which opens with one spouse (the wife) loving the other while knowing that this love is not returned, and over the course of the book, and all the pair experience together and separately, their feelings shift and change until their love for each other is mutual, and more mature, being based, at this point, on a deeper understanding of each other as people. In general, I found the whole book very solid, although it didn't resonate quite as strongly with current global politics as some of her previous fiction that I've read.
I followed this with Mythica, in which classicist Emily Hauser uses the women of and adjacent to Homeric epics as a jumping off point to explore the lives of women in the historical record, and in the material culture of west Asia and the eastern Mediterranean, with digressions into reception studies, and many millennia of literary criticism, historiography, and the shifting western literary canon (as well as some contemporary female character-centric Iliad and Iliad-adjacent retellings).
It's a good thing that although Hauser's name seemed vaguely familiar to me, I had forgotten that this was because she had written a Briseis-centric Iliad retelling that I absolutely detested, because if I'd remembered that detail, I would never have picked up Mythica. (In a very comical moment, she mentions her own retelling as one among many supposedly feminist recent takes on Homer's epic that restore interiority and agency to its women: you and I remember your novel very differently, Emily Hauser.) I'm not enough of a classicist or an archaelogist to know how solid her pulling together of the various threads was, but I felt that as a picture of a specific region in a specific moment in time, shedding light on its non-elite residents (women, enslaved people, ordinary artisans and traders) it did a pretty good job, although Hauser had a frustrating tendency towards certainty where I felt she could stand to be more equivocal when it came to the evidence available. When it came more to the literary and intellectual history of the many millennia of human engagement with Homeric epic, I found the book to be more superficial (is it really news to anyone that for most of recorded 'western' history, the male intellectual and political elite were either silent or misogynistic about the women of the Iliad and the Odyssey?), but possibly this is a reflection both of the type of fiction I tend to read for pleasure (I have a 'briseis fanblog' tag for a reason) and my academic background. Ultimately, I felt that the 'women of the Iliad and the Odyssey' framing of the book was a convenient structure and marketing gimmick for what in reality was an interesting and accessibly told survey of the history and material culture of the lives of ordinary people of the eastern Mediterranean (she does a particularly good job at emphasising the extent that the sea operated as a road, and how outwardly oriented everyone's lives were) that might otherwise have struggled to find a publishing foothold.
In the half-hour or so that it's taken for me to write this post, the rain has, of course, stopped, and my laundry — now laid out on every available surface of the house — is looking at me in a somewhat accusatory manner!
How to ruin your day in one simple move
Apr. 11th, 2026 11:44 pmIt started out good. I got up early (for me) attended a good free workshop on writing fear and then went to Jackson with the plan to go to the author's book festival at the library, go to the coffee shop and write and maybe go out to Lake Alma to hike around the lake since it was beautiful out.
I had already talked myself out of trying to go to the Sip and Thrift in the opposite direction down in Gallipolis. I get to the book fest and talk to my first author and I like the sound of his mystery. Yes sir, I'll buy one. Just as he gets ready to sign it I realize something horrible.
My wallet is by my desk top computer where I used my credit card to buy those Amazing Digital Circus theater tickets because Paypal kept putting me into a loop that I couldn't get out of.
Yeah, my money and my driver's license are now 15 miles away in my apartment because I didn't put the wallet back after I used it. Son of a bitch. No books. No coffee. No hiking.
Embarrassed I trundle on home but now it's 1:20. I could make the sip and thrift which started at one (but it'll take me 20 minutes to get there) and I don't have time to go back to the book fest. I decide I do not in any way shape or form need more clothing thrifted or not and I definitely don't need upcycled bullcrap in my house (I appreciate and approve of upcycling but I'm trying to down size my crap not get more)
I just stay home and try to clean because I have like 4 festivals in the next 5 weeks. I regret not going now because in spite of FB sending me festivals in a 50 mile radius it didn't tell me one thing about the first annual cherry blossom festival in Point Pleasant. I could have done the sip and thrift and then that. Ah well.
Have some science saturday links
Artemis II: NASA's first crewed mission to the moon since 1972
I wanted to be more excited by this (but it felt like a distraction from everything else this nightmare administration has done)
Fossil site in China reveals bevy of complex creatures lived prior to the Cambrian explosion, including a 'Dune'-like sandworm
We went to Finland to hear about the new 'sand battery' that will turn stored renewable energy back into power for the electrical grid
'No one knows what they are': Researchers discover new type of cell that's seen only during pregnancy
AI 'mirages' mean tools used to analyze medical scans could fabricate their findings How about this? How about we don't fucking USE Ai for this
New Step Towards Male Contraception As Sperm Production Blocked Safely And Reversibly Without Hormones
Trump’s 2027 Budget Proposes Multi-Billion-Dollar Cuts For Climate And Environmental Programs Because he's a fucking nightmare
Can Magic Be Used As A Tool In Science?
I had already talked myself out of trying to go to the Sip and Thrift in the opposite direction down in Gallipolis. I get to the book fest and talk to my first author and I like the sound of his mystery. Yes sir, I'll buy one. Just as he gets ready to sign it I realize something horrible.
My wallet is by my desk top computer where I used my credit card to buy those Amazing Digital Circus theater tickets because Paypal kept putting me into a loop that I couldn't get out of.
Yeah, my money and my driver's license are now 15 miles away in my apartment because I didn't put the wallet back after I used it. Son of a bitch. No books. No coffee. No hiking.
Embarrassed I trundle on home but now it's 1:20. I could make the sip and thrift which started at one (but it'll take me 20 minutes to get there) and I don't have time to go back to the book fest. I decide I do not in any way shape or form need more clothing thrifted or not and I definitely don't need upcycled bullcrap in my house (I appreciate and approve of upcycling but I'm trying to down size my crap not get more)
I just stay home and try to clean because I have like 4 festivals in the next 5 weeks. I regret not going now because in spite of FB sending me festivals in a 50 mile radius it didn't tell me one thing about the first annual cherry blossom festival in Point Pleasant. I could have done the sip and thrift and then that. Ah well.
Have some science saturday links
Artemis II: NASA's first crewed mission to the moon since 1972
I wanted to be more excited by this (but it felt like a distraction from everything else this nightmare administration has done)
Fossil site in China reveals bevy of complex creatures lived prior to the Cambrian explosion, including a 'Dune'-like sandworm
We went to Finland to hear about the new 'sand battery' that will turn stored renewable energy back into power for the electrical grid
'No one knows what they are': Researchers discover new type of cell that's seen only during pregnancy
AI 'mirages' mean tools used to analyze medical scans could fabricate their findings How about this? How about we don't fucking USE Ai for this
New Step Towards Male Contraception As Sperm Production Blocked Safely And Reversibly Without Hormones
Trump’s 2027 Budget Proposes Multi-Billion-Dollar Cuts For Climate And Environmental Programs Because he's a fucking nightmare
Can Magic Be Used As A Tool In Science?
spring again
Apr. 11th, 2026 04:51 pmToday's nature report:
the sound of peepers in the backwaters by the river
a pair of white swans by the river
a pair of pheasants by the side of the road
a pair of bald eagles in their nest in the big tree by the river
Canadian geese in the air
a hawk
5 new beaver ponds, terraced in the little creek, surrounded by the remnants of 8 chewed trees
3 deer running across the field
yellow daffodils and forsythia
blue squill
I am exhausted by autoimmune illness. Also isolated. A family member has cancer again. I'm numbed by the state of the world.
On the bright side, a sleep study shows I do not have sleep apnea. I have exercised consistently for 19 weeks. I have cleaned something for about 20 minutes every day, which is a good strategy when ill. A drawer is clean, a shelf is cleaned, etc. I did my favorite jigsaw puzzle. I chatted with the one friend I have that I have known for more than 50 years. I ordered a book: Dressing a la Turque; Ottoman Influence on French Fashion, 1670-1800 by Kendra Van Cleave. (Kendra from the fabulous FrockFlicks.com.) I'm rewatching Be Melodramatic, one of my favorite shows.
I hope you are well.
the sound of peepers in the backwaters by the river
a pair of white swans by the river
a pair of pheasants by the side of the road
a pair of bald eagles in their nest in the big tree by the river
Canadian geese in the air
a hawk
5 new beaver ponds, terraced in the little creek, surrounded by the remnants of 8 chewed trees
3 deer running across the field
yellow daffodils and forsythia
blue squill
I am exhausted by autoimmune illness. Also isolated. A family member has cancer again. I'm numbed by the state of the world.
On the bright side, a sleep study shows I do not have sleep apnea. I have exercised consistently for 19 weeks. I have cleaned something for about 20 minutes every day, which is a good strategy when ill. A drawer is clean, a shelf is cleaned, etc. I did my favorite jigsaw puzzle. I chatted with the one friend I have that I have known for more than 50 years. I ordered a book: Dressing a la Turque; Ottoman Influence on French Fashion, 1670-1800 by Kendra Van Cleave. (Kendra from the fabulous FrockFlicks.com.) I'm rewatching Be Melodramatic, one of my favorite shows.
I hope you are well.
her blue jacket unzipped and her socks rolled down
Apr. 11th, 2026 05:55 pmYesterday, after I logged off work, I made these banana blueberry muffins, which used up the last of all the fruit that I got last week in the wrong grocery order (well, the raspberries got moldy before I could use them, so they just got thrown out, but I used the strawbs, the bluebs, and the bananas in the end). They're good!
Then this afternoon, I tried out this vanilla cupcake recipe, which I had originally planned to make for Easter. As written, it makes 40 mini cupcakes, so if I make it next weekend to take to work on Tuesday, which is what I am thinking, I will double it. And make that KAB whipped ganache frosting. I might do that tomorrow, just because I can, once the last of the ground meat I received last weekend is thawed and used to make meatballs. I have ravioli in the freezer so I can free up even more space (I used the frozen tortellini last night). Anyway, I want to see if these vanilla cupcakes really do stay moist for a few days. I already replaced vanilla with funfetti for Christmas, but I feel like you should always have a good vanilla cupcake recipe in your back pocket, and the one I like for cake was never the best for cupcakes.
Now I've got a chicken roasting in the oven and it smells so good.
Anyway, here's today's poem:
Hurry
by Marie Howe
We stop at the dry cleaners and the grocery store
and the gas station and the green market and
Hurry up honey, I say, hurry,
as she runs along two or three steps behind me
her blue jacket unzipped and her socks rolled down.
Where do I want her to hurry to? To her grave?
To mine? Where one day she might stand all grown?
Today, when all the errands are finally done, I say to her,
Honey I'm sorry I keep saying Hurry—
you walk ahead of me. You be the mother.
And, Hurry up, she says, over her shoulder, looking
back at me, laughing. Hurry up now darling, she says,
hurry, hurry, taking the house keys from my hands.
***
Then this afternoon, I tried out this vanilla cupcake recipe, which I had originally planned to make for Easter. As written, it makes 40 mini cupcakes, so if I make it next weekend to take to work on Tuesday, which is what I am thinking, I will double it. And make that KAB whipped ganache frosting. I might do that tomorrow, just because I can, once the last of the ground meat I received last weekend is thawed and used to make meatballs. I have ravioli in the freezer so I can free up even more space (I used the frozen tortellini last night). Anyway, I want to see if these vanilla cupcakes really do stay moist for a few days. I already replaced vanilla with funfetti for Christmas, but I feel like you should always have a good vanilla cupcake recipe in your back pocket, and the one I like for cake was never the best for cupcakes.
Now I've got a chicken roasting in the oven and it smells so good.
Anyway, here's today's poem:
Hurry
by Marie Howe
We stop at the dry cleaners and the grocery store
and the gas station and the green market and
Hurry up honey, I say, hurry,
as she runs along two or three steps behind me
her blue jacket unzipped and her socks rolled down.
Where do I want her to hurry to? To her grave?
To mine? Where one day she might stand all grown?
Today, when all the errands are finally done, I say to her,
Honey I'm sorry I keep saying Hurry—
you walk ahead of me. You be the mother.
And, Hurry up, she says, over her shoulder, looking
back at me, laughing. Hurry up now darling, she says,
hurry, hurry, taking the house keys from my hands.
***
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Apr. 11th, 2026 01:21 pmWhen I was out walking this morning I passed a house with a warning video surveillance sign out front; next to the sign was parked a big, tough, mean-looking Jeep truck or something similar (a late model super-chunky vehicle) with a row of stuffed toys lined up across the dashboard. (When I mentioned this to the girls they said there's a custom of having rubber duckies lined up across your dashboard and maybe that's what I saw.)
My plan for the morning was to go for a shortish walk to the post office to post a letter and then come home, change into running clothes, and go for a longer run, but as soon as I stepped outside I discovered there was a cold wind blowing so I decided I would just make my walk longer because I didn't fancy running in that wind. The forecast for tomorrow says "calm wind" (a phrase that always makes me laugh) so I plan to run then instead.
With my daughter and Aria gone, everybody has spent the morning lying around doing nothing much (with screens involved), but now my son in law is trying to motivate the girls to go outside and do something active with him. I think they decided to go to a local park and then to Aldi.
Speaking of parks, I really miss all the parks and walking trails around my old house, not to mention the footpaths on almost every street. In spite of being in a major metropolitan area, that was a far more walkable area than this. There were also public toilets in various directions from home within walking distance (2 to 3 km), including porta potties on the hiker/biker trail for 9 months of the year. Here there are bathrooms at the library and the Stop&Shop supermarket (across the road from each other just over a mile from home) but none in any other direction closer than about 5 km/3 miles away, and all in areas hard to get to on foot.
My plan for the morning was to go for a shortish walk to the post office to post a letter and then come home, change into running clothes, and go for a longer run, but as soon as I stepped outside I discovered there was a cold wind blowing so I decided I would just make my walk longer because I didn't fancy running in that wind. The forecast for tomorrow says "calm wind" (a phrase that always makes me laugh) so I plan to run then instead.
With my daughter and Aria gone, everybody has spent the morning lying around doing nothing much (with screens involved), but now my son in law is trying to motivate the girls to go outside and do something active with him. I think they decided to go to a local park and then to Aldi.
Speaking of parks, I really miss all the parks and walking trails around my old house, not to mention the footpaths on almost every street. In spite of being in a major metropolitan area, that was a far more walkable area than this. There were also public toilets in various directions from home within walking distance (2 to 3 km), including porta potties on the hiker/biker trail for 9 months of the year. Here there are bathrooms at the library and the Stop&Shop supermarket (across the road from each other just over a mile from home) but none in any other direction closer than about 5 km/3 miles away, and all in areas hard to get to on foot.